Today:
My Autobiography
-J.P.Rutledge
I was born too Patty and Darryl Rutledge on December 19, 1990 in Greenfield Indiana. My mom owns a daycare and is re-married to Todd Singleton. She was born near Frankfurt Germany, her real dad left her and my grandmother when she was one year old. She was then adopted by Jack Heiden a soldier at the time, who brought my Mom and Grandma to the United States of America when my mom was four.
Darryl Rutledge was born in Greenfield Indiana to a mechanic, I do not know much about my dad's side of the family due to the fact my dad never visited them much after his mom died. All I know about my Dad's family is that his family and I are descended from John Rutledge who signed the declaration of independence. From John Rutledge to my Dad, all the males have been Freemasons. They are off Anglo-Saxon, Irish, Scottish, and German descent (there is also rumor of Polish, African-American, and Hungarian roots in my family, the African-American heritage [albeit, very small heritage, next to non-exsistant] is do to the fact that the Rutledge's were Aristocratic Plantations owners...) My dad is currently a manager at a trucking company and married to Lisa Beeson (now Rutledge.)
I have 1 full sister and 2 step-sisters, and 1 step-brother.
My parents eventually divorced when I was in the 4th grade.
I went to Mt.Vernon Elementary School and was usually boisterous and rebellious, often speaking out against anything I didn't agree with. Because of this and the fact my ears stuck out I was often the target of hazing, which I returned the favor to vent out anger, my grades were generally average followed by a massive grade drop.
Middle School was a very odd time for me, I was starting to dip my foot in politics in the 6th grade and found myself supporting neo-nazi movement's and after that I dabbled with Communism and Anarchism.
When 7th grade hit, my grades were automatically failing. I began finding it harder and harder to get along with my mom and step-dad so I moved in with my real dad in Indianapolis and attended Perry Meridian Middle School.
It was here I was introduced to the Goth sub-culture, I found myself hanging out with them, dressing like them, and listening to the same music. I was also introduced to the occult and dabbled with Satanism as well as trying to form my own religious views. I was also suffering from major-depression, but my grades were always a c average.
The 8th grade I began pushing my friends away out of paranoia that they were out to get me. I lost the goth sub-culture and once again dabbled in neo-nazism. I tried forming my own National Socialist movement and we engaged in harassment of the homosexual, jewish, and hippie students. As well as petty vandalism and distribution of "white power" fliers.
Towards the end of my 8th grade year a rumor was started that stated I was going to shoot up my school, it was verified as false but I was still sent to Community Hospital North Psychiatric Pavilion, and with that and the counseling that followed I was diagnosed with Major Depression, Grandiosity, Hypervigilliance, Persecutory Delusional Disorder, and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. I still suffer from those emotional disabilities but due to my zoloft they are 80 percent under control.
After leaving the hospital I moved back to my Native Fortville. It was hard getting along with my mom and step-dad still which resulted in moving back in with my dad who also moved back to Fortville.
High-school was also a strange time, my Freshmen year I was trying to make the transition out of Racism. I was often harassed for my views and was suspended twice, one for fighting and one for possession of Marijuana. But towards the end of my Freshmen year I was out of Racism and discovered the TRUE NON-RACIST Fascism, and became affiliated with the founder of the party, Seth Tyrssen.
My sophomore year was probably the best year I ever had at the begining of it, I pulled in the best grades I ever had, I was involved in various extra-curricular activities such as a writer on the school paper, a member of writing club, and I recorded my school's basketball games.
This all came crashing down after Christmas when I began to feel overwhelmed thus causing me to have a small breakdown which resulted in boisterous behavior. I did receive tutoring, but I only passed cos my attitude changed and I was making a big effort. I pulled in with D's and C's. And because my hand was held to get that improvement of grades I became depressed, giving up on school completely.
My Junior year was brief, two to three months tops. I was often arguing with teachers, cussing at the teachers, walking out of the classroom at random times, I decided to drop out.
I am currently 3 months away from getting my GED and 2 weeks away from getting my license, despite popular belief you can go to college with a GED, you just have to go to a junior college first.
I plan on becoming an embalmer and becoming active in a new culture appearing called Ayvea. Our culture consists of: Humanitarianism, Art, Philosophy, Physical Fitness, and Militarism.
I'll be moving to Wisconsin to become active in Ayvea and to start college.
I currently live with my mom and step-dad (moving here after my dad-remarried) and Have a Boxer named Roxy and a Pug named Gibbs.
I enjoy reading, writing, philosophizing, the occult, comic books, movies, music, role playing games, heroclix, and lifting weights.
The people who inspire my political views are...
Benito Mussolini
Juan Peron
Karl Marx
My atheist views come from myself and Nietzsche.